well, you've reached it and now we first need to learn to crawl before we can start wlking among the big ones.
I think there is a lot to learn from the experience out there. I think you should try to focus on trying to learn as much as possible, rather then trying to win, even though there already is an awfull lot you already master in this game!
Try to enjoy the moments, no matter what happens. Someday, we'll get there. I believe this because you have the dedication.
They are not your friends; they dispise you. I am the only one you can count on. Trust me.