for what its worth I made a huge mistake 4 seasons ago
i tanked, that was reasonable, i raised 10 mil.
i was sure prices would crash
a few idiots who happened to run the u20 and national team convinced me they wouldnt crash, some of the same d-bags who beat me in national elections when i cared about the game.
so i took that money bought fan hongjin a 6.5 million PF>
then the economy crashed. i havent really had the appetite for much since.
I hjave no money, no real room to promote, am hoping to turn a profit, and either barely stay afloat to do it again, or properly crash and cash out (thogh i hate selling original players for sentimental reasons)
though my luck, if i raise say 5 mil this time, to get to 5.7 mil or so, i will watch prices rise meteorically and watch that be unable for me to even buy a single player.
my trainings gone to hell, as my life at this put has put buzzerbeater WAYYYYYY on teh backburner (dhoff and i share a common sport, dhoff probably knows i am now captaining a legitimately decent team at that sport, maybe one of the top 100 in the country and thats a huge time drag on top of my job which has picked up bigtime in hours thanks to the market bounceback). still life is good, the game is still wildly imperfect but charming in its own way.
my wife groans when i come home at 8:30 and go anywhere near a computer after being on a computer all day at work (but not doing anything fun i promise you), so my lineup setting has been restricted too. we will see what happens.
last season my auto lineup was unstoppable, when i tried doing anything cute i usually got crushed, my instincts and spreadsheets that jelme and others have seen are in the virtual dustbin by now, since i have a new computer and havent pulled them out, havent analyzed an opponent once all year, just putting in the absolute minimum. i have no edge over any of you and right now every single one of you is a better manager than me.
thats ok thjough, my life is in a very good place at the moment, and i will do what i can to keep my bb team around should some tragic circumstance give me lots more free time suddenly, but im not even doing fantasy baseball this year and i love that sport. only did one fantasy football league only because it was the 11th year or so of a keeper league i have beeen in all 11 years with some college buddies. its weird the things you thought youd do for ever and suddenly dont care about.